It never seizes to amaze me how we as a human race lacks the ability of choosing what is best for our survival and livlihood. How can people feel so comfortable watching a woman leave her family of five children, one being a teenager pregnant and one under six months with Downs Syndrome? I mean are we that selfish and desperate that we find comfort in trusting a man that has chosen to strip this woman from her home to save his election?

Well, this is how it appears in America today. McCain has asked a woman who already has her hands full being a wife and mother to join him to lead America to best. Are we worth such a great sacrifice? Sure the new American woman can bring home the bacon, throw it in a pan and let her man know yes, she is a woman W-O-M-A-N. Yeah woooo woman look at what you are doing. There is no way Palin can do best for her family and America under these pre-existing obligations. Something or someone will come up short not to mention she has a husband who like most women know is like having another child in the house sometimes.

I personally judge people by their parenting. If you have greater priorities in life other than tending to your children, I can't trust you to do what is best for me or anybody else. It just simply do not add up. Parenting requires your all. To miss any developmental stages due to stress, exhaustion, unnecessary priorities is a diservice to our children and the world because these neglected children will have to face the world less of a person than they had to be if their parents especially their mother was there when they needed them the most.

How caring is McCain? Was he that determined to win that he would make such a selfish decision? If so, how will he lead this country? He has already turned his back on his pre-existing Republican buddies along with his mentor, Bush to win. What else will he do? Better yet, what will he do should he win?

What about the American people especially the women thinking? Do you care about her family? Are you so narrowminded and selfish that you want her in office at any cost as well? We don't need a Mother Palin, we need a solid and available Vice President that could if possible be available to run this nation as the President of the United States. Even with that said, her children need her more than we do. How do we not see this?

Any real mother should know this is not normal nor the best choice for rebuilding a nation that has been raped by its own government. We need someone more available and with understanding that a child deserves their mother. Come on America, what are we thinking? Save us Mother Palin from the OLD and NEW guy forget about your family, please!

As the Democratic Convention convey, I find myself touched by Senator Edward Kennedy in such a heart felt way. He is a man driven with passion for humanity. Fresh out of surgery, he had to join this monumental moment of history. This politician has heart everybody! Then, I listened and watched Michelle Obama share her soul with the nation. She loves her husband and knows evil surrounds them daily but they like Senator Kennedy are moved to make a positive difference in this world. This woman has a heart!

But then, reality kicked in as I began to feel the fangs filled with venom of a snake and the paralyzing bite of a spider manifest from the opposing Republican Party as they sink in and surround their prey. They must destroy this positive moment. America must not consider the possibility politicians have a heart. It would be detrimental to what politics represent. What is it that it represents? Remember, our children are watching and learning exactly what it is.

Based on commercials and the power packed tactics of past experiences, we learned politicians and the art of politics is a source that justifies attack, destroy, confuse, hate, judge, kill our threat to not win at any cost. We must program the people to become petrified or afraid either will do as long as we win. This is what the American people are tolerating right now. This is what our children of the future are learning to use to survive in America. Lastly, this is why we are a nation heading towards being alone in the world. No one wants to befriend anybody this desperate to win. If America is this desperate that we have to use evil to control our own people’s minds, for sure other nations would prefer to stay clear from us. I can’t blame them.

The thought in this country is power is control at any cost, lying, robbing, denying people rights and equality, corruption, negativity etc. And, weakness is found in good having a heart and concern for others, spirit, giving, listening, being honest, etc. If this is what our mind-set is stuck on, we can forget about hope for our future. A future founded on the negative principals is why we are falling as a nation. I ask you, how can a man lead this country well without a heart? The same way a child is raised with parents that are heartless, they become hardened-hearted people that do not have a conscious for others. They become predators like our leadership today taking from others with no concern for their well-being.

We do not need another heartless leadership that is disconnected to the human needs of others. We need a real person who has empathy not one who wins to keep innocent people struggling. Our children need positive role models that do not thrive on negativity to win. Drop your negative attacks so we can see you—just you.

I want to talk to the innocent people in the world-- those who have fallen victim to unjust actions and choices. I want you to know whether you were raped, molested, robbed, caught in the midst of Katrina or any natural disasters, any victimization where something was taken from you and there was not anything you could do about it; you are still here representing a rare group of people greater than any injustice that takes place in this world. You are here because you have a spirit and a soul this world can not take or kill. Like me, you represent the reality this world is not your home. Our survival of victimization confirms we exist for greater reasons beyond this world of selfishness and evil.
Tonight, I just wanted to join you in spirit. We have come such a long way being misunderstood and at times not accepted. For many of us, we have to ask the question: Who do we trust? In asking that question, we only want to know how we get people to do the right thing to do right by us and let us be. I asked a few friends and family members: How do you get people to do the right thing? Those who do right by others had no answers in getting people to do right. They can only say their choices to do right are natural for them that anything else would be uncomfortable. On the other hand, those who are self-centered and greedy told me they do what they have to do and usually at any price. That included taking from others if necessary. These people admitted the thoughts of guilt were always ignored because they did what they had to do.
This made me realize no matter how innocent a person is, there are people out there who simply do not have a conscious of other people’s right to be safe and free. In my book LAST DAY OF VICTIMIZATION I reveal the reality of there always being a THEM and US. By nature, some people are takers, selfish, deceiving and unjust. I call them people born of the Cain seed. Then there are those who are kind, considerate, trusting and giving. They are those born of the Abel seed. The Abel seed is out numbered by the Cain spirit by a huge margin.
In answering the question to whom do we trust, Christians will be the first to say trust no one but God. This is indeed true but many who are quick to make this statement do not have this living in their hearts. They will take from God’s people in a heartbeat to survive and enjoy their lives. This is why trust is deteriorating from our lives. People we should be able to trust have allowed their own needs to supersede doing right by others. All Christians are not takers and deceivers; we do have some who allow God’s spirit to reign in their lives. They are innocent people.
Tonight, I had to let innocent victims know there are so many of us who do not know how to exist in a world not trusting people, especially when by nature we should be able to trust. This is vexation to the spirit. See, we must remember something very important. Anybody coming up against us and taking from us are not doing that. They are coming up against God. As long as we trust God, we can trust anybody that comes into our lives to either reveal the light of love and God or the reality of darkness. No matter what people do, we can not be destroyed. Our souls belong to God.
My fellow victims know we are not victims in spirit in truth. In fact we are so valuable to God; the self-centered evildoers seek to destroy us because by nature, they can’t know God. That’s right the innocent people of the world are God’s people. Whether it is acknowledged or not, this is a truth that can’t be denied. Rest at night knowing you more than a victim, you are chosen by God. Jesus was the greatest victim that ever lived. Whose child was he?

As we near election, we are listening to two primary candidates, John McCain and Barrack Obama. I am sure I am not the only one shocked that Obama has made it this far. For me this is a miracle. When think how far the African American man has come in America, this is a very eerie thing for me because this is something that just don’t happen. But now that it has happened. Barrack Obama may very well be the next president of the United States, you can’t help but wonder if we were as evil and racist as a nation as evidence have revealed. Could it be finally white America is allowing their conscious to expand beyond racism to Americanism?
I don’t know because we still struggle as African Americans to be safe and created equal in America. But if this is not the case, then why have white America allowed Obama to arrive to where he stands today? Is it a hidden agenda? Will it be proved that racism has found more sophisticated ways to express itself behind the scenes and it is just waiting for the moment when it will show its ugly head or have we actually evolved into less prejudice beings?
We’ve seen some racial evidence surface but we counteract them properly not allowing them to destroy our hope of establishing a nation tired of corruption. I am so touched by the people of America today. They are fighting for change. When I see a white man trusting Obama I am mesmerized. Their dedication and commitment to seeing him lead us to a better place is overwhelming to me. I have witnessed it more times than I ever imagined. As an African American female in America, I know both sides of the fence of the white Americans being for and against us. I must say it is a two-edged sword America is facing now.
The world is watching us with a magnifying glass. It knows our tendencies to self-destruct. The world is waiting to see if racism will do its evil thing as we seek salvation from corruption. The outsiders are watching us to see if good will prevail thinking it will not because America has gotten its priorities out of place. We have to save ourselves from greedy and corrupted leaderships. If we don’t, the outsiders will close in on us and racism will be invalid from then on end.
Obama is taking on a task of assisting the victimized people of America recover from corruption. John McCain as far as I see is only playing the old political game of controlling people’s lives with no concern for individuals struggling to have a secure life. If we don’t get involve and let it be known that America is not going to take it anymore, we’re going to fight to save our future because our children need hope, then we are wasting our time working everyday. America, it is not just sweet words Obama is speaking. He is revealing our serious need to see and do things differently. This man is risking his and his family’s life to pave a way to saving America from dictatorship. Time and time again, he reminds us we have to work together to save America.

MOLESTED ANGEL GET HER WINGS

As a survivor of molestation, I can honestly say there is a beautiful life after being molested. I remember watching “Woman Thou Art Loose” by TD Jakes. In the movie, the main character, a young female was raped by her mother’s boyfriend who took her virginity. Neither her mother or anybody in her life knew her inner suffering with this experience. That hidden anguish grew to self-destruction.

The movie bothered me from the standpoint that when a man of God counsels this young lady knowing her deep seated anger and offered her no answers and in the end no hope. This was a great devastation for me because the victim ends up shooting the victimizer at the altar in the House of God. People found this to be an excellent movie. I found it to be a preying on emotions and a means of an income dealing with a subject so complex and soul altering that to tamper with it with no resolve was unjust to molested victims needing help. Several years later, I still remember this disappointment.

With this in mind, I want victims, not only molested victims to know and understand there is hope and there are answers. We just have to discover our own path to God. I wrote a book, “LAST DAY OF VICTIMIZATION”. This book reveals the soul of victimization and prepares victims and those who love and want to assist in the healing process answers and a real understanding why we are victims. Trust me if you really want to be delivered from your past, it can happen and it will if you consider the possibility it is because you are a child of God therefore you are a target for potential abuse.

Though many people would hate to admit, healing from molestation and many other forms of abuse takes time, lots of time. It is a shifting of gears from low to high with neutral sometimes making us think we are not progressing. I want molested angels all around the world to know you can and will accept your wings of freedom. When it happens you will know it. I remember accepting my wings. It happened in a way that never entered my mind. I owe it to my soul mate. I will ever be indebted to him.

Standing up for one’s feelings, needs and desires was difficult for me as a molested victim because that natural choosing was denied me for so many years of my life. I faced the world not acknowledging my true feelings that made me who I am. Instead, the needs, feelings and desires of the ones I loved had precedence over mines; but finally after much trust in God and allowing myself to rise out of my private abyss, I spoke from my soul and risk the chance of disappointing or even losing my soul mate. See in the past, I was hollered at or spanked if I expressed my true feelings. But my day of realizing God has brought me from a long way I spoke and received my Wings of Healing. Today, I can say: God will restore the years of the locusts. My past can no longer paralyze my presence. To be free is knowing you are AMAZING!